change...?

i've heard many cliches about it, and i know that people change.

but not like this, right? i mean, i see them all the time, and i think i know them. but suddenly it feels like i don't even know them anymore. not getting their jokes, not understanding their conversations, not even hanging out with them at all anymore.

i guess the weirdest thing is that even though i always see them, i never really noticed the changes. not big ones, subtle changes. small small differences in the way they talk to me, how they greet me. they all have changed.

but maybe i've changed too. obviously not that i would have realised it, since i don't feel that i've changed. perhaps it's because of this new system? that's causing this "segregation" of sorts? possibly. or maybe it's just that i don't hang out with them much these days. instead, i find myself with another group of friends these days. i'm not implying that i'm forced here and don't like to be them; it's just weird to have had this group of friends for the past 1/2 year or so and suddenly it's like you don't even know what to say to them anymore. but this "new" group is gelling well, so i'm not complaining. but it takes time i guess.


bah. i'm repeating my point. back to camp it is then.