something's not right.

i seem to have lost many things upon the gaining of a new friend.

i've lost my room.
i've lost my privacy.
i've lost my sense of slackness.
i've lost my sense of humour.
i've lost my classmates (for these few days)
i've lost my time listening to God's word.
i've lost my mugging time.
i've lost my energy. (quite a bit of it as well)

just maybe, just maybe it wasn't that worth it.

or (i hope this is the case) i'm still not used to having someone from outside living with the family.

now i feel more isolated and alone than ever. too bad i don't have a human friend who understands all that i'm going through. but i guess when your best friend knows, nothing else really matters right?

i dunno. i feel so alone. no one really cares.